I realised that since last year. When michelle told me on the phone that she was jealous that i mixed so well and was so friendly with people. Ive been taking things from granted. Until ive become a totally annoying person.
Even Aaron Pang Pang said that i have an attitude problem.
Ive taken my studies for granted thinking that I have a bubbly personality so i can just join an organisation that needs bubbly helpers. Ive taken for granted my friends. Ive always thought that its ok Ill always have other friends to turn to even if i lose one. But through you ive learnt the importance of friendship.
Ive always thought that I am blessed having so many friends average grades without even trying. Your voice, your harsh words. They brought me back to Earth.
Id always thought that Ill have you and that I neednt make anymore friends. But I realised that ive lost many of my friends. Though theyre nice and that theyve always stuck around to talk to me and all. Ive realised that theyre just there to say hi bye and theres no one to confide in.
With all the painful nights Ive spent thinking about this and this morning when I and some others hid from this girl we didnt like, Ive realised that most of my friendships are like those huge chocolate eggs you can buy from NTUC. Most of them look nice and good. But some are expired and some are dented. Imperfect. But in common. All of them are hollow. Nothing inside. All based on looks.
Most of my friendships look good and thats what people see. But they have no feelings. No fullness. A friend like me drifts from a friend to another. No true friends only people who want to be. Therefore as a christian. I will treasure my friends well. So anyone reading this blog post. If I have hurt you in anyway. Please forgive me. Im really sorry. Thankyou.
P.S - May your hand hurt less, Ill be praying for you.
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