today.
was.
horrible.
the worst.
weekend ever.
do you ever care about my feelings? you have a cute face. so what? doesnt mean that you can totally ignore my feelings. it hurt alot you know that. just coming to me when you feel down but when i feel down who is there? not you. thank god i have jonathan and michelle. i would have cried to death without them. some childhood friend. so you say hi walk off with her and never say anything again until shes gone. you just expect me to walk to you and stick with you for the rest of the day without you saying a word to me but all to her and making me feel so left out. sitting at places only two people can sit. where am i supposed to sit? and her. stealing my nickname for you, calling you all the stuff i used to call you. i miss retreat and lowest key. when all we did was laugh at out retardedness. so now if you need her so much. what about me? just leave me behind like that? cuz you found someone new? thanks alot man.
every night she cried herself to sleep,
saying why does this happen to me,
when does every moment have to be so hard.