Last last saturday, our cell had cell at the hq, while sitting down, I saw Dexter and his younger sister playing catching. Dexter ran up to the second level just outside the office and leaned over the balcony to look for his younger sister. Ironically, his younger sister was standing in the hq, right under him, under the balcony peering up looking for him without realising that he was right above. As soon as I saw that, I couldnt help but smile and a feeling of fondness and love rushed through me, Im very absolutely sure that I was the only human to see that moment and I should have taken a photo.
As quick as a wink, it was over and I knew, that that very special moment, I had something that only God and I shared, I had seen something no one else had seen but just Him and me. I got the chance to see the world in the eyes of God. Even though it lasted only a second or two, the image is something that will stay in my head forever, something that I will never forget, because it is that precious to me.
As I look back, many little moments in my life, had only been seen and known by God and me. But little did I realise that He was felt what I felt, maybe worse. Tying up my hair before school, looking in the mirror, only God and I are watching and experiencing the moment together. From today onwards, my life will never be the same. It will simply be a life, filled with moments of time spent together with Him, be it sleeping or singing or eating. He will always be there.
My God, is not just my God. He is my very very best heavenly friend, my companion when Im alone, my healer, my provider, my listening ear, my very own personal cheer-up friend (:
I bet right now, this very moment, He's watching me, smiling down, taking in snippets of my life, that He will store and show me when I meet Him. Just like a proud father.
Love you too (: